twirling in the beautiful world of kaleidoscope;*

2006-05-12T17:19:00.000-07:00

class is full of mad people. thinking that they are ~~loansharky~~ ppl("extort" when u walk pass them), self-obessed ones, super innocent ones and also pervertic ones. hahas. school to me - is a CHORE. facis are strict with grading, classmates are extrovert - snatching what you wanna say. sigh. im dying there. my GPA gonna fall so great. this page of mine loooks damn deserted, in a way - i update once a week. cause im busy like a bumblebee. how stupid. neverrrrmind.

sy - i get it done soon. lol. somewhere else. ((:

2006-05-06T18:12:00.000-07:00

i so hate this guy in MY CLASS.
fucked up ass. brr. so annoying in a way that he thinks he is so darn clever. AND also, talks to people whom he thinks is CLEVER. wtf can. but in fact, he's a loser cause he cant do the punnett square. HAHA. i was laughing away cause he cant do that.

enough of him. an idiot.
weekends are short and they pass fast. sigh.
tmr's school again.

2006-04-21T17:58:00.000-07:00

i dread school.
hate it so much.
unfriendly people. sigh.
smart asses.
and its only the FIRST week.
and im dying everyday.

2006-04-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

i saw a thousand and one people yesterday.

a few rp people.

***'s bf and a girl.

andd, if im not wrong - i saw lingna

bahh. whatever lahh. dont know anyway.

huh. shows are so fake. lol.

seeing a ray of sunshine can make one wake up.

heh.

2006-04-11T17:52:00.000-07:00

just to update a little.
cause im so tired.
heh. meeting four and sound&stage management workshop yesterday.
okay lahh, not that bad as before.
haha. the i-dont-like the girl. cause her sound is so irritating.
so mean, but no choice. its a fact.
((:

changed skin. cause i think its quite boring. heh.

2006-04-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

<33
yayy. only __ know what it means.

huh. 13th april until so late.
shyts. i dont like. :((
can i dont go?
these fews days are boring. cept the community service. haha.
alrights. i think this is madness - "comm service aint boring"

2006-03-29T03:09:00.000-08:00

new found hair. yayy.

though it dont seem much of a difference as before.

heh.

stupid, start so early. wth can.

i think im gonna drag my feets to meeting AGAIN.

i'll make sure im late this time round.

so that i can skip parts of the meeting. (:

is there any meeting. if there aint, IM SURE TO SKIP.

so, tell me if there's meeting tmr.

2006-03-27T01:13:00.000-08:00

seriously bored. nothing to do.

cept the CAP meeting tmr.

which im highly in fear of.

ALL THESE CRAP

2006-03-24T07:24:00.000-08:00

i had enough of all these. seriously enough.

im tired too; no more strength to carry on doing.

2006-03-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

bahh..the meeting was total i-dont-know-how-to-describe
the 1 inch thick bread was the torture
buttt. that made me had two meals altogether. heh

so long didnt go gm.
ahaha. not a memoriable place though.
it still consist of part of my memories. heh.
fierce teachers, sucky school rules.
but that was where four years have passed.
saw ber..FOREVER acting cool lah. lol. bth.
ahaha. i realised, i no one in the school.
oh wells, who cares. ((:

checked my GPA for last sem.
yayy. i've improved. see there's benefit for changing class too!
heh.

off to get my beauty sleep.

2006-03-21T04:34:00.000-08:00

the scariest and weirdest dream.

2006-03-19T18:16:00.000-08:00

wanted to change the skin ages ago but didnt do so cause' of the lazybones.
blogger didnt work out too. that's whyyy
bahh. whatever.

quote this from a show "i understand that there can never be friendship that is one-sided"
hah. i guess this sentence can reflect my thoughts.
i'll never be the one that is going to do that.
NEVER again. i swear.
((:

nevermind.

heh. i like it so much.
thanks mommy!
sounded like a utter retard.

stupid blogger. arghs.

cause of one picture. the whole thing is so damn screwed up lahh!

how idiotic can that be. VERY

outta here. till next time.

2006-03-14T18:22:00.000-08:00

heh. i forgot to blog yesterdayyy.
busy like hell - watching show! yayy.
went out...never once there would not be something embarrassing happening.
stupid plastic bag. hur.
bird nest head guy.
btw, weather in singapore aint that cold right. there's actually wearing a jacket, zipping up to the top; acting as if its so cold on the mrt.
from redhill to tampines to yishun.
ohh sheesh. its like so farrrr can.
actually not. talk all the way there and back.

athiyah! omg. u haven told me ur new addy. heh.
tell me okays. btw, dont bother bout' him alrights.
he has no eyes. cheer upp.

2006-03-12T19:22:00.000-08:00

addicted to youtube. bahh.
oh wells, been so lazy to update. nothing exciting or interesting happen.
busy people all around. tsk tsk.

thinking much lately.
the happenings in life is it fate or something that we can change.
hah. i guess is fate. more like karma though.

now i'm here, but dont know what to update.
forgeddit.
ohh ya! before i forget to ask.
geraldine..are u going the CAP meetinggggg?!
must tell me okay.

2006-02-25T00:19:00.000-08:00

damn, i have lotsa anger. but i wont be that childish to put in on my nick and stuff. heh.
some people..especially guys. lol. are just so darn childish and act as if they are just so smart. anddd whats worse would be they are older than ermm..me! hehe, they just acted smart cause people just praise em' a lil' and up they go. not respecting anyone..hurr. poor attitude ehh.
yikes. neverminds, since the semester is gonna end in FIVE days. yayy! cant wait for it to end. brr..

shucks. i forgot what i wanted to blog about. poor memory.
nevermind about that.
off i go to my LALA land. day dream though.

2006-02-19T05:24:00.000-08:00

tsk tsk. im in rush for time.
update quickly. bleah.
the soundtrack is outta stock. how sad. hurr.
last week was shitified too. yikes.
anyways, two more weeks. yayy!
COUNTDOWN.

shucks. i have no idea what to update again.
nevermindddd. anyway, my new found hamburger friends.
tomato n meat! hahaha.
thats lame i know. =P

alrights. i'm outta here.
show time.

2006-02-10T04:23:00.000-08:00

this week sucks like hell.
i cant stand it. fuck.
year of the dog is just not for us.
no words can describe the horrible-ness of this year.

anyways, i wanted to blog bout' some stuff.
but when i wanted to actually type it out, i think there's nothing for me to rant about.
shucks. my nephew is just so cute. heh.

i've got nothing to say.
BYE!

2006-02-06T03:18:00.000-08:00

yikes. restless day. feel so lethargic today. shitified presentation and whatsnot. anyways, i guess i have decided NOT to tie up my hair for the next 19 school days. just in case...yah. heehee. so boring nowadays. today's a day for quizzes. just cant concentrate in class. yikes. =S and...i realised ali knows yl. haha. they are from the same school! omg. how slow can i get.

i am sinful.

tsk tsk. saw that ah lian* when walking home. she sucks. haha. i realised when i saw her..i actually rolled my eyes. heh. omfg. am so mean ehh. she wasnt with her black bf(tan i mean) heh. YUCKS. puiiiii.

anyway, what the opportunity cost of the decisions that i have made. i guess i have made lotsa wrong decisions in life. perhaps. i dont wanna think too much already. HEAVEN would be my place, and im only 7% evil(unlike geok ling, weijie, ali) haha. evil people ehh.

i need to make right decisions in life from now on. no more mistakes.

2006-01-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

screams out louddddd. omg. lol. i have been so fearful of some people these days. boohoo. oh wells, forget bout that. its finally chinese new yearrrr! yayyy. reunion dinner was alrights, but bored at times - same old thing every year.

anyways, the first day of chinese new year passed so fast. hahas. lil' nephews and nieces are cute man. lol. nowadays kids are getting cuter. lols. and smarter too. sets is a darn hard game, having a headache playing that. and people are claiming that i have changed ALOT. omg. i think thats exaggerating lahhh.

i have yet to EAT my fortune cookies. cos' I AM SO SO SO SICK. how sad can that be. =( nevermind. i'll eat it soon. and now i am lazy to upload picturessss. will upload soon. if i am not too lazy. heh. and i think its quite late to say happy cny to all. lols. but its better than nothing.

i'm so so so exhausted. i needa rest like right nowwww.
BYE!

2006-01-23T04:54:00.000-08:00

hahas. mommy got me a fortune cookie. there it comes....with this slip of paper. which shock the hell outta me. lol. fortune cookies are nice to eat. how true that paper is in there. i have no idea. nevertheless, its still nice to play with.

i realised something. facis like so aim at me. whats with him. DO I LOOK LIKE A SCOREBOARD for arrows to land on?! of all people why me. ohmygoodaness. yayyy. chinesenewyear is coming. please come fast!

2006-01-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

my arm is aching so badly. =((

2006-01-20T15:49:00.000-08:00

ohthat'ssowhatever.

i seriously cant stand that anymore. always taking people for granted. oh wells, in this world arent people doing that EVERY moment. talking to you when they want, asking you out when they want. wth. neverminds. i'm ALREADY so used to it.

school's a torture. thinking of it makes me sick. people in class are just so fake. the worse is they think that they are so great. the class guru thinks that he's so clever that he doesnt have to care about what other people feels. calling me names yet ironically borrowing stuff from me. wtf. i hate him so much now.

whateveritis, its gonna end soon. as soon as possible.

2006-01-19T03:35:00.000-08:00

omg. am i an asset to the team. -.-'''
thats what the faci say. how "true"?
okays. nevermind bout that.
culture faci keep picking on me. to be exact, he keep asking me to answer or whatsoever. thats super taxing know. arghs. tmr its gonna be a day where am gonna be "picked" on again.

and i realised i detest lotsa people. haha. i think those i'm alright with are nice people i guess. there are lotsa people who are just annoying the shit out of me and i dont like that. in short, they just think that they are just so darn great. [my foot]

where's my cny. i cant wait for it to arrive. i seriously need a break from school. its getting on my nerves.

2006-01-16T16:14:00.000-08:00

open house was so pathetic. so little people.
the ratio was like 1:3
3 - no. of students there, 1 - visitors
hah. students was just practically entertaining themselves
way toooooo free!
saw monkeys running down the stairs.
simply just nothing to do there.
stupid idea to have it there.
who will want to see a school half done. okays. its not even HALF done. just a building done. wth.
whatever-

clouds were so beautiful yesterday. they looked like mountains from far, different shapes. ok. this sounds childish. but who cares. heh. (((:

2006-01-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

i am mentally and physically exhausted.

2006-01-06T16:54:00.000-08:00

i guess everyone's having a rough time in school nowadays. its finally a weekend that i am always out for during school days. school just simply sucks. especially having a shitty group yesterday. yucks totally. *a wasnt doing anything; but was talking and talking. what irritated me the most was what he did yesterday was so argh.i dont know how to describe! he can be fun in class but DEFINITELY not being in a same group as him. it was hell. or maybe worse than that. and because of that, *a spoilt my WHOLE friday. the lucky thing was the bitch-ilicious biatch didnt come, that was a big phew. =)

and i dont know why recently there so much nightmares coming to me. i can hardly distinguish if its reality or illusion anymore. sick n tired of it. get me away from it.

geraldine! there's an update. i've got nothing to say. short one. =) and take care kayyyy. come back to school soon. and i feel so disappointed by something.

bahhh. tired. off.

2005-12-31T06:00:00.000-08:00

Wanted to write about this year which is coming to an end in like two hours or so.

But am so tired and lazy to type it all out
just a year with lotsa things happening. peoples' character that i have never came across. nice people that i've met. cool ones too! =)))
Anw, went to causeway point to meet those committee people. Didn’t know that charcoal was there too. What an ass he was. =(((
The open house shirt is too greenyyyy! Walked so far around CCK until me and nur didn’t even realized. Btw, saw huiwen and geok’s friend – forgot her name tho. Hahas.
Nevermind about it.
Exhausted by today’s pre publicity campaign. that all
Tataaaa

2005-12-29T04:20:00.000-08:00

tiring dayyy. bleahs.
and i'm lazy to type
nightmares every night.
that sends chills down my spine.

nevermind.

2005-12-22T04:29:00.000-08:00

went out with my dearest friend todayyy! mommy accompanied me while waiting for athiyah then we walked from wisma to ps. after meeting her walked from ps to tanglin mall. walked so much todayyy. my feets are hurting so so badly now. =(( got so much juicy and SHOCKING news from her. thanks babe. tho i still havent recovered from my shocked since like two or three hours ago.

REPORTING SHOCKING NEWS[to me though]
1st:
__hui has friendster. she once SAID that she doesnt want to have that because she wants to be UNIQUE that she doesnt have IT
2nd:
___non has a gf. tho nothing suprising. BUTTTTT...his gf is keet___ and she aint thin. yuckies.
3rd:
roxy bag* is feeling so unattach-yyyy. yucks. she deserves it. =D

alright i have no idea what to blog now. just i'm still in my shocked state unable to think of anything for now. just these for now. i needa restttt. =)

2005-12-20T06:11:00.000-08:00

decided to blog for today since i think i had not been blogging for days. yesterday went out with wl, wz and gera. heh. laughing all the way. no idea why. prolly the laughing bones are workingggg. the salesman! he's friggin poor thing..wearing shirt with tie under the hot hot sun and got scolded indirectly by gera. actually not scolded..she's just being fierce. heh =D shall post the pics soon. so lazy to scan it nowww. just an rough idea what happened yesterdayyy. and yeaaa, spent ALOT. shucks. i'm so so broke.

anw, just earned miserable quick bucks. =(( was just helping mommy's friend out actually. she's nice enough to pay me. at least i can sorta cover up what i spent yesterday. selling stuff aint easy at all. its still nicer to be a shopper. walking around looking at stuff. am so tireddd. outta here.

yeapps! almost forgot. heh. meeting athiyah soon. yayyy! haha. long time since i've seen her? guess so. we can go walk around but i'm too broke to shop now.

2005-12-16T00:33:00.000-08:00

holidays are passing on so fast. almost two weeks passed. heh. i was reading someone's blog..found out that ong jian guy n friends goes out with her. first reaction - both of them sux. anw, i dont know what to blog. sleep, wake up, watch tv, play games, watch tv. how routine can that be. oh gawd.

i dont want school to startttt yet on contradiction i want it to start. yikes. school makes me think of that fat fat fat bitch. omfg.

i want to go holidays again soon! its like so funnnnnn. especially when their currency are much lower. =D

2005-12-12T19:03:00.000-08:00

am so lazy to blog ever since i came back. bleahs. i guess there's just nothing for me to blog about. especially exciting ones. life's a bore now. stuck at home all day long. being a couch potato. anyway, i guess i spent too much this dec already. =(( but there's more things i needa get. can just a few bags of money or anything that is worth loads. okayy. am talking rubbish.

outta hereee for now.

2005-11-30T16:14:00.000-08:00

tired of school alreadyyyy.. so tired of it!! whining all day long. the days are passing by so damn slowly. what the hell man. brrr...culture again today. but i dont like the faci. so annoying. and yah. the sci faci. hate him loads. he just simply sucks cann. idiotic freak who knows nuts about biology yet he thinks that he's so darn great. bloody hell. if i screwed up for sci at the end of the semester...i swear i'm gonna complain and curse youuuuuu. fat pig!!!!!

2005-11-28T18:28:00.000-08:00

omfg. i didnt realised there's so many people knows about red shirt boy so embarrassed lahh. =S brr..nevermind. so tired of being in school now. just for now. super tired. needa break but hols dont seem to be coming here soon; though 3 days later would be my long awaited hols. totally have no idea of what to blog nowadays. and omg. got a shocked of my life. ELISE PLAYS AGE OF EMPIRES!!! how suprising can that be. heh. i though only guys play that. hehehe. i've got 32376328953 people to meet i guess..but they never contact meeee. how sad.

off i go.
to the boring lesson again.

2005-11-21T03:23:00.000-08:00

red shirt boyyyyyyy
<333333

hahaha. crazy crazy crazy. madness. just butterfingers. went ga-ga over red shirt boy. almost screameddddd at canteen. hah. crappped. UT on wed. bleahhhhh. boring. wed is a boring boring boring day. yippie. so cold these few days. irritating. wanted to change pw but the stupid thing told me not logged into the domain. stupidddddddd!

geraldineeeeee....u wont have a dead hols lahhhh! haha.
rmbr the shoppingggg date with me. hahaha. =)))) chill okiessss.

butterfingerrrs. yupp thats me!! boring boring. a boring person with a routine life.

2005-11-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

finally. internet is back. yupps. boring yet interesting day. what a contradicting sentence! started out with enterprise which was super duper boring with ants infesting PB0116. so shifted class to SM0124. cool. class was biggg. had lesson there. thought that it i can slack with ppl doing the work cos they dont lemme touch it usually. but ended up..doing the excel which i do not understand any theory. and that faci keep AIMING me asking everything. i was like "hello...i do my work doesnt me i have each and every fact knocked into my brain within like 1 or 2 hours" crap shit. lol.

thats that. enough. culture yest was fun! haha. outing to St. George Church. laughed the whole journey there with diana banging her head on the taxi "roof". lol. funny ehh.. yippie. hols are coming. waiting for yaaa. haha. some stuffs are just to highly protected that i cant say here which is like so unbearable to keep it. lol. anyone wants to hear. although i think it might not interesting lahhh. i realised something...am beginning to think that my class aint that bad afterall. thanks to all those jokers that made the class more lively. =)))

2005-11-13T20:51:00.000-08:00

sick-fullllll day! sickening science today. for once i had actually hated science. whatever the MRI is. who cares. arghs. *pissed plus having free loaders and i mean REAL free loaders in my group. already had a rough week - tho it was like last week, but the tired-ness is piling uppppppp like no one's business. arghs.

anw, something rejoicing! finally met elise. oops. i know it was darnnnnnnn long since i've met her. nevertheless the day out was greattttt. and yupps she plays SIMS too. yippie. haha. like me. heh. cool ehh? missing those 3mth daysss although it started off badly and ended with some unhappiness..i guess. alrightty afterall. =)))

shall let picture speaks a thousand words

i need to meet some people. just a few lil' people.

and yahhhh. i want to watch moviesss. and too i needa get lotsa stuff probably after i've shopped finished at some placessss. btw, bored of schooL! holidays, i waiting for you. come quickly!

3 weeks moreeeee to GO!

2005-10-30T18:07:00.000-08:00

finally the stupid blogger worked. how idiotic it can get. hmpfhs. plus today - a MONDAY; monday BLUES. nevermind. shall endureeee it since class has onlie like ermm...11 people. thats like wow? having culture todayy. quite interesting tho but there onlie like 2 person. wthhhh. omg lahh.

neverminddd. omfg! i need to meet with like a lot of people[i think]. heh. haha. i read elise blog. heh. sorryyy ehh. i will meet with u soon okayys. =)) since i have met athiyah yesterday, tho it was a short meeting but at least that shows that u didnt forget me lahh. unlike some people(u should know who i'm saying yeaa). hahas.

okies. needa get back to work alreadyyy.

2005-10-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

had a good laugh yesterday. heh. faci NG can actually say "BISECTION" into "BISEXUAL". that reminds me of hy saying "BISEXUAL" into "BIOSEXUAL". hahaha. damn friggin' funny lahhh. somemore that everyone hates KELVIN was actually so funny lahh. anyway, i dont like _p lahh. its so routineeee! yikes. no life. cant imagine some people can actually enjoy the life in there. OMG lah. somemore my damn class has bitches. hate them to the COREEEE. scandal everywhere. bloody helllll!

enough with that. 26 oct. hmms, haha. it was a SHOCKING, IRRITATED and SIMLE-FUL day. 3 different 'things' happened. not that bad cept the irritated parrrrt which was definitely in class. jun officially hates wednesday. cos' there's mR lame KANG, BITCHES and stupid module. heh.

am so disappointed with some people. hais. nevermind. someone played "twinkle twinkle lil' star" before UT. friggin funny. just that just perk us all up. heh.

i'm outta here.

2005-10-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

many thanks to each and every one who wished me today.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!

hah. realised there are so many people out there wishing me. i guess my life is not that bad after all. heh.

today's lesson was a slack one. no presentation needed, lesson ended at 3pm but had UT at 4.15pm due to the screwed up LEO in the morning. wth man. LEO just simply sucks. somemore they are brainless or brainless man, having onlie 5 paper UT as backups. wth. waste timeeeeee!

okay. am tired after a day's tedious lesson. heh. once again thanks to those who wished me. =D i appreciate it very much especially those i've known for a short period of time.

0ffff-

2005-10-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

everything happened to fast. way too fast. too fast for me to handle at all once. too much things have happened. i cant take it all alone yet ironically, i am. tears wanting to roll down yet to control is hard. but what can i do. a smiling face doesnt mean a smiling heart - depicts what i am now. i need a rest. i long long long break from anything. i yearn, i hope for it - PEACE and TRANQUILITY. what u wanna think it is it is. no explanation.

friends.

what are they? i no longer know or understand them.

perhaps..i'm just a loner afterall.

2005-10-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

bitch.
u bloody idiot.
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE
all because of you.
my plans are destroyed
it turned out so badly that it hurts so much

I HATE YOU

dont u dare to tell me sorry for what has taken place. its all your fault. whatever shit talking. what are the SO CALLED things u have done for your frens. listening ear? my foot. so unwanting to hear. tell ME STRAIGHT. i hate you SO MUCH NOW. is this how YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND? dont u ever talk to me NOW. get lost TO WHERE U BELONG. i dont need a fake friend like u. get my meaning - FAR AWAY FROM ME. i dont need pity from u, dont ever tell me u are sad or depress or whats not. i will NOT give a DAMN anymore.

I JUST SIMPLY HATE YOU!

just thought i have survived another week. but u destroyed my happy thoughts and weekends. i dont wish to see you again. DONT ASK ME WHO IS IT. that person would probably sense that who i am saying.

2005-10-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

all thanks to jonathann i had to do this. lol. just kidding..nvm. today was funnn. but i think i screwed up presentation today. shucks. =/

Instructions:
1) name 5 quirky habits that nobody knows about you
2) tag 5 persons to do the same on their blog!

my quirky habits
1. weird yet accurate intuitions. heh.
2. computer is on when i wake up first thing in the morninggg.
3. yakkk and yakkk. repeat the same old thing w/o realising.
4. haha. forever waiting for gera after school. wolss. oops. jk.
5. books can keep me from thinking muchh. hehe.

5 names: geraldine, geok ling, i dont know, i dont know and i still dont know.

come to think of it i have no one to pass it to. cos i wonder who evers read my blog. pathetic yea.. hah.
okayy. done. how true this is..is not knownn. heh. i just find it lame. hahaha. oops.

okayy. its not funny i know. =)

i'm off.

2005-10-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

pathetic. weekends are over in a blink. so sick and tired of school. no motivation at all. and i mean NONE AT ALL. i hate pbl. arghs. forgeddit. needa break from all these..

for self-consolation - 7 weeks to go.
it seems faster than counting down by the days.
another tough week coming up.
endure it.

whateverrr-